I’ve read studies about that too! I was worried there for a minute that you meant…” It feels too uncomfortable to say it out loud, also maybe a little pathetic. I let the air out of my lungs in one big rush, pretending I’m relieved so I can maintain the status quo. It has to! I need to sit my sad little heart down and give it a stern talking to.
That’s all we’ll ever be, and that has to be enough for me. That’s more realistic and yet another reason to remind myself not to think of Nathan as anything other than a friend. His game? He’s celibate for the sake of football? Oh. I’m only celibate during the season because it helps my game.” “You were so terrified there for a minute. “Look at your face,” he says through a soft laugh. He chuckles, a familiar playfulness washing over him again, and all hopeful thoughts halt. Those words mixed with the night and the fact that he bought my studio and we spend nearly every day together…it all suddenly holds so much implication, and…could this be it?! Could he mean. I didn’t think he and I had any secrets, but now I’m learning he has two big ones! How many more are there? Why would you be celibate?” I NEED TO KNOW! There’s something he’s still not telling me, and it’s bothering me. “You could have anyone you wanted at the snap of your fingers.
“Because,” I say emphatically like that’s enough of an answer. “Why are you making this such a big deal?” Nathan sees my wide eyes and rumbles out a short chuckle. What’s happening?! Why am I reacting this way? It changes nothing really-except I feel like everything I knew has changed tonight. That doesn’t mean we’ve done anything physical.” “You’re at my house a lot in the mornings too. Long-Term Health Insurance: Things to know about
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